xo

I've wasted too much time. All the "Have a positive mindset!",all the "Jiayu you can do it.",all the "Believe in yourself!" is not helping now. I feel like crap now. Argh,this freaking one week break was completely unproductive,feel so fucking useless now. I have no idea how to make myself feel better anymore,and it seems like there's no reasons to feel good about myself. Just hope things would get better,hope i'll feel better tmrw,or not. Especially when there's tuition tmrw,which never fails to make me feel like shit,like I'm the dumbest person ever in the whole wide world.